my story,truth? mispelled words and all (REPRINT FROM OTHER SOURCE by claudia humphrey)

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my story, truth? mispelled words and all...

well... soooooooooo what
there are lots of poor people
i am not choosing poverty,
it has chosen me.
since a young child i have endeavored to do well and best in my pursuits
but poverty catches me before anyone else promotes or sponsors me.
is it luck?
am i blessed that way?
i could not answer that since I know God gives bounty and likes us to
have what we lust after.
Credit...
not long after i rolled my blue toyota was the period of time i stopped
asking for credit.
my soul was sick and i needed help...
i would wander from one place to another looking for work
i was socially outcast... yet a believer in God and His blessings.
Charity seem to come my way... so i invested in it as i went along
like a person recyles used items.
i don't like trouble and generally have found that staying out of trouble is
a happier way... though that is not the complete story.
i have found my self showing a card in hand as credit knowing
that it was zero and coming away feeling bad, because i had nothing...
that is not a pattern just what was happening at the end of the travel
to no where.
having established a nice life with family and station.. i came home to a man
who had lost his job and we became disadvantaged.
there was no pick up to station or jobs after that.
that year i had been catapolted to several successes on my way
to top performance in music.
after i did major music performances and better than my peers.
and elected officer in schools, i came back to the same poverty over
30 plus.
i had written alot of music but instead of continuing in that vein, i
waited to see if there would be a response, but there was none,
i began to notice later that alot of people made, so called, money
off songs and commercials and stuff, i marched over to the music guild
and could afford to pay membership.

even though world accepted styles were taught to me in sounds
and projection, and passing auditions and major performances,
i would come down from the stage, still no offers for any music contracts.

the day jobs were the usual clerical or clinical types and barely paid rent
with little to spare, but alast, no job and nothing to spare.

what was my childhood like.
poor, but not beggarly,
coming home to peanut butter ,donuts, soda crackers until grandmothers house.

i was not watched much nor was i helped me with my homework.
off to academy at 13 and two years and three summers later to the
baby sitting job as partial cook, cleaner and sitter.

afterwhich i took finished my last two high school years periodilcally
with a g.e.d. and midst that i worked as a nurse aid, and a public utility clerk.

a day job and an occaisional appearance for music became the norm after
35 wherein i had a lovely relationship with God and felt secure in What he is
in my time.

i did not require money of my parents although i had asked my dad to help with my honeymoon.

i had not dated much before i met my husband and i was not a risk taker like the girls in the office where i worked.... even the nurses were faster than i.

this is not an envious life, i made my clothes until my kids were no longer babies..
made 3.5 gpa even alpha gamma.... at one of the colleges.....
when i knew i was poor indefinitely, though, i went to career school.

what is there to learn from being poor,
you find that if you do not have money you always compensate. the compensation
should lead to inventions, because you find your ideas make market and commercials
but you have no patents for great ideas and no one would believe you if you
made an art design that became a famous bathtub, or that you spoke of glow jewelry before the 80's.
by the time i was forty i had written my songs and taken them to sing for 500 women at a world conference... but guess what, it didn't click... not a letter, not a call about my success or songs.

i invested in alot of what i called study of God and songs so my time was well spent and
in the face of books from early 20's.
as i worked with others, i found that i got no further behind or ahead and since i had made no determination to be rich although my professors surely did find me center stage all the time and students thought it was great.
there was not alot of pressure to succeed because i was already well advanced, but
the pressures of lack of money or resources always stayed with me like a 20 pound weight on each leg.

i thought after my last HURRAH, on stages in the u.s.a. that prime time wanted to sell a release of my story, but i could not see that even as a solution to my problem.
the star news printed my picture, they solicited the attention.

what to do if poverty happens to you...
you must not fall into the element of crime that suggests quick meny skeems.
do not let fear seize you and your normal pattern just know that if poverty is a kicker
it kicks anyone who is down. and people who prey upon the poor are those who
turn there nose up at anyone who might not be able to pay their way short term or long.

I am telling what this is like, but i have been a writer for over 30 years starting with the music, and in the music i tried to tell people there what it was like too.

i.e.there's a task to complete there's each hour you must meet the temptations,
that confront you every day, and there is a God who will make for us a path that
we can follow when we say. by the grace of God with his own strong hand i will do this by the grace of God's own hand.
Finding in God the Will to power, for he has power and authority over everything,
i would pray resolute to my situtation.
The betrayal in this story is life itself... for life has dictated to every human being,
is prone to fail once failed and prone to stay down once knocked out.


i have done bad things, but once the Lord got me out of them, i strived to fight the devil all the way.
it was hopeless and seemed no one would ever care...my children were now growing and all the dress making, house keeping, school going and improvements would not
hold my house together....

i do not get into the relationship about my husband because the confusion around who he is was based on his college degree saying one thing, but his choices in work showed he had a different direction then i though he had, since no rhetoric was between us after my baby was ten, i could do nothing but guess.

the harm i did anybody was not brought to me like what i felt i did to my own kids... it was not neglect, it was outright divorce TOTAL CUT OFF for the kids... no money and
fear of them being in the streets i let them go to their grandparents.... what the same scenario of my latch key life.

weak eyed people ignored my life and let me slide through the great performance... i was the character in the opera THE TRUE LIFE OPERA... and the passersby heard the songs, saw the effort and care ... and to most of them it was" ho hum" to bad for you.
i will get on with life... there are still articles that i can write... maybe someone will take
courage and live their life inspite of the cliches spoken by people who never suffered the same...

all in all, i have not neglected to live this life, what it is, I HAVE LIVED IT, MY NAME IS claudia humphrey, and i am a missionary.




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THE BLAME GAME

THE BLAME GAME
shows you someone has control
the participants can respond for or against the most "really" a victim.

Best not to play the game.

are there any IMPROPER TO YOU?
then it is you cannot communicate with that one.
sneak around you, and suprise you,
uninvited visits, always wanting to be in your face, space or room, improperly, linking you to
their improper behaviour, leave that one alone...

WHO SITS IN THE TEMPLE

WHO SITS IN THE TEMPLE

FLOOD OF DELUSIONS
BELIEVING  A LIE.???

Revelation 22:15 Outside are the dogs, those who practice magic ...

... For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie. ... ALWAYS SAYING I DON'T KNOW OR SHUT UP YOU ARE CRAZY? Acts 13:10 "You are a child of the devil and an enemy of ... ... And said, O full of all subtilty and all mischief, thou child of the devil, thou enemy of all righteousness, wilt thou not cease to pervert the right ways of ... IS NOT REQUIRED TO SHOW LICENSE OR PROOF OR PROPER HOST OF ENTRY DECLARES HE IS THE PRIEST THIS WAY: 2 Thessalonians 2:4 He will oppose and will exalt himself over ... ... so-called god and object of worship. As a result, he seats himself in the sanctuary of God and himself declares that he is God. ... what do you consider rest holy holy holy where you have found liberty in Christ, your vigil and res there he is at the doors FULL OF ALL SUBTILTY at some point you need to come aside quickly and join others who believe in God. for you are alone it is not necessary to always be alone... for there too is God, but the one who claims he is THAT PRIEST.... is full of subtilty and a sneak.

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LITTLE BIT SIN

LITTLE BIT SIN
YOU SAY I ONLY SIN A LITTLE

...for whatever else sin is like this....
stated in 1 timothy 1 through 20

AND FOR WHAT EVER ELSE IS CONTRARY TO THE SOUND DOCTRINE THAT CONFORMS TO THE GOSPEL CONCERNING THE GLORY OF THE BLESSED GOD WHICH HE ENTRUSTED TO ME.

french

ET pour ce que jamais d'autre est contraire à la doctrine SOUND conforme aux Evangile sur la gloire du Dieu bienheureux dont il confia à moi

galician

E PARA QUE NUNCA MÁIS é contrario á sa doutrina conforme o Evanxeo sobre gloria do Beato Deus que me confiou.

german

Und für was auch immer sonst GEGEN DEN SOUND Lehre, daß, um das Evangelium ÜBER die Herrlichkeit des seligen Gottes, DIE ER mir anvertraut übereinstimmt.

italian

E per che cosa mai altra cosa contraria alla sana dottrina che è conforme al Vangelo RELATIVO ALLA GLORIA DEL BEATO Dio che Egli mi ha affidato.

latin

Quid enim umquam alia doctrina sana, et contra quae est secundum evangelium gloriae beati Dei quod creditum est de me.

if we say we don't sin for example
the word says we are liars
so then if we say we sin
this is what requires repentance and coming to christ.

so starting with the first verse we find our way through the truth of our lives

does a blsphemer lie they do not sin or lie the exact nature of sin....??
read 1 timothy 1through 20

1Paul, an apostle of Jesus Christ by the commandment of God our Saviour, and Lord Jesus Christ, which is our hope;

2Unto Timothy, my own son in the faith: Grace, mercy, and peace, from God our Father and Jesus Christ our Lord.

Warning against False Teaching

3As I besought thee to abide still at Ephesus, when I went into Macedonia, that thou mightest charge some that they teach no other doctrine, 4Neither give heed to fables and endless genealogies, which minister questions, rather than godly edifying which is in faith: so do. 5Now the end of the commandment is charity out of a pure heart, and of a good conscience, and of faith unfeigned: 6From which some having swerved have turned aside unto vain jangling; 7Desiring to be teachers of the law; understanding neither what they say, nor whereof they affirm.

8But we know that the law is good, if a man use it lawfully; 9Knowing this, that the law is not made for a righteous man, but for the lawless and disobedient, for the ungodly and for sinners, for unholy and profane, for murderers of fathers and murderers of mothers, for manslayers, 10For whoremongers, for them that defile themselves with mankind, for menstealers, for liars, for perjured persons, and if there be any other thing that is contrary to sound doctrine; 11According to the glorious gospel of the blessed God, which was committed to my trust.

God's Grace to Paul

12And I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who hath enabled me, for that he counted me faithful, putting me into the ministry; 13Who was before a blasphemer, and a persecutor, and injurious: but I obtained mercy, because I did it ignorantly in unbelief. 14And the grace of our Lord was exceeding abundant with faith and love which is in Christ Jesus. 15This is a faithful saying, and worthy of all acceptation, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners; of whom I am chief. 16Howbeit for this cause I obtained mercy, that in me first Jesus Christ might shew forth all longsuffering, for a pattern to them which should hereafter believe on him to life everlasting. 17Now unto the King eternal, immortal, invisible, the only wise God, be honour and glory for ever and ever. Amen.

18This charge I commit unto thee, son Timothy, according to the prophecies which went before on thee, that thou by them mightest war a good warfare; 19Holding faith, and a good conscience; which some having put away concerning faith have made shipwreck: 20Of whom is Hymenaeus and Alexander; whom I have delivered unto Satan, that they may learn not to blaspheme.

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LATIN

ut ex prima per illud vero vitae stamusblsphemer non facit mendacium peccato vel mendacio exactam rationem peccati ....?XXI legitur I Tim 1through1Paul, Apostolus autem Iesu Christi secundum praeceptum salvatoris nostri Dei, et Domini nostri Jesu Christi, spei nostrae;2Unto Timotheo dilecto filio in fide gratia misericordia pax a Deo Patre nostro et Domino Iesu Christo.Documento adversus falsae doctrinae,3As rogavi te ut remaneres Ephesi cum irem in Macedoniam, ut denuntiares quibusdam ne aliter docerent, 4Neither intenderent fabulis et genealogiis interminatis quae quaestiones praestant magis quam aedificationem Dei quae est in fide; sic facio. 5Now finis praecepti est caritas de corde puro, et conscientia bona, et fide non ficta 6From quibus quidam aberrantes, conversi sunt in vaniloquium, 7Desiring esse legis doctores, non intelligentes neque quæ loquuntur neque de quibus affirmant.8But scimus quia bona est lex si quis ea legitime utatur 9Knowing hoc quia lex iusto non est posita, sed iniustis, et non subditis, impiis, et peccatoribus, sceleratis et contaminatis, quia parricidis, et homicidis, et matres, homicidiis, 10For impudici, et contaminatis eorum hominum, masculorum concubitoribus, plagiariis, mendacibus, et periuris, et si quid aliud sanæ doctrinæ adversatur, gloriae 11According evangelium gloriae beati Dei, quod creditum est mihi.Dei Gratia Paulus12 gratia Domini nostri Iesu Christi, qui me confortavit, quia fidelem me existimavit, ponens in ministerio mihi, 13Who prius blasphemus fui, et persecutor, et contumeliosus: sed misericordiam Dei consecutus sum, quia ignorans feci in diffidentiæ. 14 Superabundavit autem gratia Domini nostri cum fide et dilectione quae est in Christo Iesu. 15This Fidelis sermo, et omni acceptione dignus: quod Christus Jesus venit in hunc mundum peccatores salvos facere, quorum primus ego sum. 16Howbeit hoc ideo misericordiam consecutus sum: ut in me primo ostenderet Christus Iesus omnem patientiam ad deformationem eorum qui credituri sunt illi, in vitam æternam. 17Now Regi saeculorum immortali, invisibili, soli Deo honor et gloria in saecula saeculorum. Amen.18This præceptum commendo tibi fili Timothee, secundum præcedentes in te prophetias, ut alius in illis bonam militiam belli; 19Holding fidem, et bonam conscientiam, quam quidam repellentes, circa fidem naufragaverunt: 20Of quibus est Hymenæus, et Alexander: quos tradidi Satanæ, ut discant non blasphemare.

MORALITY OR SHAME

Jeremiah 31:19Psalm 25:3Psalm 31:17Romans 6:21Ezra 9:6Jeremiah 2:26Jeremiah 8:12Jeremiah 6:15

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WHO IS THIS?

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Revelation chapter 6

<< Revelation 6 >> New American Standard Bible The First Seal—Rider on White Horse 1Then I saw when the Lamb broke one of the seven seals, and I heard one of the four living creatures saying as with a voice of thunder, “Come.” 2I looked, and behold, a white horse, and he who sat on it had a bow; and a crown was given to him, and he went out conquering and to conquer. The Second Seal—War 3When He broke the second seal, I heard the second living creature saying, “Come.” 4And another, a red horse, went out; and to him who sat on it, it was granted to take peace from the earth, and that men would slay one another; and a great sword was given to him. The Third Seal—Famine 5When He broke the third seal, I heard the third living creature saying, “Come.” I looked, and behold, a black horse; and he who sat on it had a pair of scales in his hand. 6And I heard something like a voice in the center of the four living creatures saying, “A quart of wheat for a denarius, and three quarts of barley for a denarius; and do not damage the oil and the wine.” The Fourth Seal—Death 7When the Lamb broke the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the fourth living creature saying, “Come.” 8I looked, and behold, an ashen horse; and he who sat on it had the name Death; and Hades was following with him. Authority was given to them over a fourth of the earth, to kill with sword and with famine and with pestilence and by the wild beasts of the earth. The Fifth Seal—Martyrs 9When the Lamb broke the fifth seal, I saw underneath the altar the souls of those who had been slain because of the word of God, and because of the testimony which they had maintained; 10and they cried out with a loud voice, saying, “How long, O Lord, holy and true, will You refrain from judging and avenging our blood on those who dwell on the earth?” 11And there was given to each of them a white robe; and they were told that they should rest for a little while longer, until the number of their fellow servants and their brethren who were to be killed even as they had been, would be completed also. The Sixth Seal—Terror 12I looked when He broke the sixth seal, and there was a great earthquake; and the sun became black as sackcloth made of hair, and the whole moon became like blood; 13and the stars of the sky fell to the earth, as a fig tree casts its unripe figs when shaken by a great wind. 14The sky was split apart like a scroll when it is rolled up, and every mountain and island were moved out of their places. 15Then the kings of the earth and the great men and the commanders and the rich and the strong and every slave and free man hid themselves in the caves and among the rocks of the mountains; 16and they said to the mountains and to the rocks, “Fall on us and hide us from the presence of Him who sits on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb; 17for the great day of their wrath has come, and who is able to stand?” Crowns Peace Scales Death VESTAL VIRGIN FOR THE GODESS DIANA????  A PROSTITUTE AT THE ALTAR? THESE TESTS AND TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS BY HUGE BULLIES ( LOUD MOUTHING/AND CURSING YOU) AND MEN REACHING FOR PRIVATE AREAS OF THEIR BODIES TO IDENTIFY WHERE YOU ARE WITH THEM… THEY ARE STALKERS WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO CHALLENGE “THEY DO NOT KNOW THE TRUE GOD” THEY PAGAN REVIEW YOU FOR THEIR OWN MEANS…. THAT IS NOT CHRISTIANITY. /DO YOU       get questions like    are you o.k. claudia?  from out of no where you check the means upon some of this see also the print avails online parallel bible hub is not meant to bleed into the other but make lines to separate their pages if possible./ 1 WAIT UPON THE LORD 2 DOES HE PUT YOU OUT AND LOUD MOUTH YOUR INVENTORY BIG HEAVY BULLYING PEOPLE AND DISGRACING LADIES, CONFRONTIVE AT THE SIGHT OF DECENCY AND SUDDEN AND ABRUPT ENTRANCES SAYING I DON'T KNOW NEVERTHELESS A STALKER, A COMPROMISER A FLOOD OF DELUSION, WHY WOULD YOU COME TO REPENTANCE AND JEREMIAH AMENDS.  HE DOES NOT KNOW=HE IS A FLOOD OF DELUSION. 3 YOU PAY YOUR TITHE AND DUES TO PROPER PEOPLE CHURCH AND THEN COMMUNITY 4 YOU COMMUNICATE WHAT GOD IS TO YOU AND WHAT YOU HAVE LEARNED FROM THE SCRIPTURES 5 YOU HAVE NOT YET SPOKEN IN THE MAIN ASSEMBLY BUT HAVE SUNG IN THE PULPIT FOR OVER 60 YEARS. 6 IF YOU DO NOT HAVE FUNDS OR MEANS, YOU DO NOT LIE, YOU WAIT FOR GOD TO SUPPLY ANSWERS AND MEANS OF LIVING WITHIN YOUR LAWFUL TRADE OR VOCATION, OR YOU GO TO SCHOOL UNTIL YOUR PLACEMENT IS MADE IN MINISTRY OR SCHOOLING. READ THE ONLINE PARALLEL BIBLE FOR PROPER ATTRIBUTION THIS PAGE IS MADE BY AN ORDAINED MINISTER CLAUDIA HUMPHREY Acts 19:27 There is danger not only that our trade will lose its ... ... So that not only this our is in danger to be set at nought, but also the temple of great Diana shall be reputed for nothing; yea, and her majesty shall ... ACTS 19:35The city quieted the crowd and said: "Fellow Ephesians, doesn't all the world know that the city of Ephesus is the guardian of the temple of the great Artemis and of her image, which fell from heaven? ACTS ... was in the business of making silver models of the temple of Artemis ... a certain man named Demetrius, a silversmith, who made silver shrines for Diana, brought no ... //bible.cc/acts/19-24.htm - 18k **** are you o.k. ordained person(s)?   WHO IS SHE WHO IS THIS?

WHAT IS YOUR BUSINESS AND WHY IS THAT IMPORTANT

WHAT IS YOUR BUSINESS AND WHY IS THAT IMPORTANT

I don't know how to better tell you then the life i experience in Jesus Christ... points
to all of His truth as necessary to be involved....these blogs will acquaint you with
my participation as a missionary into the lives of struggling and some prominent
persons and beleivers, earth shakers amongst witnessing... most important are the affects
that the Word of God has upon our lives for a witness.